Getting over with her sexually

This is last and the worst phase of ending a relationship...

The simple thought that pops up is she is having sexual communication with someone else and here I am single with nothing, except to masturbate

And that's why it hits hardest...the jealously, the shame, and what not.

The answer is she has gone and that chapter ends quite some time ago. Stop checking her.

Don't fight this thought and accept the coming of this thought not the thought itself. Like don't act the thought.

There are many people on this planet earth having sexual communication...and they don't even bother to me.

That's why she became stranger again...aur strangers kitne bhi khubsurat kyun na ho... strangers hi hote hain.

Then what is pint of imagining some stranger having sexual communication... EWWW 

Aur main inferior nahi hun...agar main single hun toh.

It usually takes time...time is the essential element...

Tujhe bhi koi aur pasand aa jayega.you will be sexually connected to someone.

Till that single time, have fantasy about other people...not just a single one.

# charles bukowski ... yaa toh in sab baaton main padkar devdaas ban jao yaa kaam karte hue ek bada insaan .

Jo bhi ho ...ab wo stranger hi hai. In true sense, she never share the same feelings ever.

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