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Ek ajeeb si kashmakash main rehta hun  Agar kaam na hota toh rishte sambhal leta kya Dimaag main chalata hai kaam nhi hua  Aur upar se logon se bichadne ka dukh  Na isse kaam hota hai  Na hi tassali milti hai  Ant main kuch bhi nhi milta  ... Shayad faiz sahab ne sach kaha tha  वह लोग बहुत खुशकिस्मत थे जो इश्क़ को काम समझते थे या काम से आशिकी करते थे हम जीते जी मसरूफ रहे कुछ इश्क़ किया कुछ काम किया काम इश्क़ के आड़े आता रहा और इश्क़ से काम उलझता रहा फिर आखिर तंग आकर हमने दोनों को अधूरा छोड़ दिया ... Khair main ishq ko thoda pause dete hain  Other small relations apart from romantic life enjoy karte hai  Aur kaam karte hain ...cse bhi hai..thoda career stable kar lete hai  Ek time ke baad fir aashiqui kar lenge  Kahan bhaga jaa raha hai time bhi  1saal main kuch bhi ho raha  Kyunki kaam bahut zaruri hai .... ... Apne aap mil jaayega pyaar  Tu khud par dhyan de ...pyaar dhudhne par nhi Abhi akela hun...koi baat nhi ...kuch di...

तू अकेले चल राही, अकेलेपन से ना डर राही, हर समय नहीं होंगे तेरे पास लोग, तू खुद को खुद लेकर चल राही। तू अकेले चल राही मिल जाएंगे संभालने को हज़ार हाथ, तू कभी गिरने से ना डर राही। डर सबको रोकता है अकेले चलने से, तू डर को देखकर संभल राही। तू अकेले चल राही। एक साथ गया तो क्या हुआ, आगे और भी हैं हल राही  जब ना करे तुझ पर कोई भरोसा, तू खुद पर तो कर राही। तू अकेले चल राही। सब चलते हैं अकेले ही दुनिया में, तू भी इस भीड़ से निकल राही, तू खुद की हिम्मत खुद है, ज़माने की फ़िक्र ना कर राही। तू अकेले चल राही।

Overattachment / detachment Apni tabiyat bhi nhi milti har kisi se ...i don't usually vibe with anyone  Par har kisi se ek normal behaviour rakh leta hun Jo log mere paas aana chahte hain...but mujhe unse vibe nhi aati toh kya karu... But help bhi karni hai thodi si  Help him at the moment then step back eventually... Don't get connected with him. Don't share your problems with him if you don't vibe with him. Be kind but don't be available all the time. .... 1. Help karo, par limited scope mein Jitni help genuinely zaroori hai, utni do. Extra effort sirf isliye mat daalo ki saamne wala tumhe “accha insaan” samjhe. 2. Emotional distance maintain rakho Matlab: apni personal life open mat karo unnecessary chatting avoid karo dependency create mat hone do 3. Signals clear rakho (without being rude) Normal tone, polite replies, but: initiate kam karo conversation ko stretch mat karo 4. Step back gradually Achanak vanish karna thoda weird lagta hai. Dheere dheere: availab...

You handed me a page of slightly chaotic wisdom and existential academic panic. Respect. Let me clean this up into something your future self won’t hate reading. What your notes are basically saying (translated into human): 1. Teachers vs self-study Teachers can guide what to study and what to skip But they sometimes waste time or aren’t fully clear → So you can’t rely on them completely 2. Your main struggle You have too many books/resources You’re a slow reader You end up confused about what actually matters 3. Exam reality check (CSE) You don’t need to “learn stories” You need to learn how to answer questions correctly for marks Revision matters, but too much of it becomes inefficient 4. Core problem Overload → confusion → no clear direction You’re mixing everything instead of focusing 5. Key realization (this is actually the smartest part you wrote) It doesn’t matter what you could read It matters what you choose not to read 6. Final...

Storify your studies.

Human destined to be lonely .. It's our desire to get socialise...and there is nothing wrong in that ...but it won't be completed with those people who you want to fill You are unique in itself ...there is no one like you  This is the cost of being original and authentic... because you will be moulded by people opinion. You want to share with people...but people are either deaf or will shut you down for your voice ...because they don't like it  Have some people to understand you atleast...and that's the main problem...having some friends could make it little easier but let's see  Where would it be go  But all I feel , there is nothing too much that we can do to it... As free will don't exist so much Do the things that you love....it will save some heaviness.