Mere kadhi chawal

Can't do anything about dukha You can't solve the pain neither you can escape the pain Not my type so  ? ... Mujhe insecurity dedegi wo... I will be fucking insecure... Kyunki khaali dimaag shaitan ka ghar... ...nhi chahiye fir  Wo aise hi busy rehti hai  Mere liye waqt nhi nikal paati wo Toh mere liye nhi bani hai wo ... Jo mere liye waqt na nikal paaye matlab she is not interested in me  And showing no feelings towards me  ...let her focus on her career  ... Ships are safe at the harbour...but they are not mean to be stay them forever...they are built to cross the violent sea.. So lets see...where things go with muskan otherwise baithe raho kisi ke intezaar main...ya fir himmat karo cheezein karne ki Aur sirf sochne se kuch nhi hota....take the action... remember pull paar karne se nadi paar nhi hoti...kuch paar nhi hota ndi main bina utare... Agar kuch bura hota hai...toh bhi we will see.. I am not here to ignore red flags... Aur agar kuch accha hota hai...

 Mann nhi lagta logon main  Ek do dost hi h...aur bass family Mehfeelon main ab jee nhi lagta ... Kaam karo bahut saara Paisa kamao.. Taaki khud ko rule kar paao.... Aur logon ke hisaab se rule na ho pao... Especially society. ... Khair I'm happy...even kisi se baat karne ka Mann bhi nhi hota It's not im done with people...but they are not my types. Toh zaruratein puri karo ...unki responsibility samjho and have a sense of self worth 

रख ले मुझे तेरा मन हो तो ढक ले मुझे तेरा मन हो तो अगर हूँ नापसंद तो कर देना दूर एक ही बार में तेरा मन हो तो दिल के बाज़ार में लगा कीमत दिखूँगा बेशकीमती तेरा मन हो तो और न लगा दाम मेरे तेरे दिल में दिखूँगा बेज़ार तेरा मन हो तो मैं तो कुछ नहीं कहता अब तुझसे तू ही बोल कुछ मुझसे तेरा मन हो तो मैं समझता हूँ तेरा भी डर तू चल दे डर से आगे तेरा मन हो तो और तू चाहती है परखना मुझे तो बिल्कुल परख तेरा मन हो तो

I'm removing the cap of " intentionally not studying"...wrt time

there are multiple things that carry on day to day basis, even if you are preparing for cse. you can't avoid them...you can go anywhere in the world but they won't leave you.. even after clearing cse, they won't leave you ..you have to make peace with them but some says it is not possible for them, then they are little either not fully self aware or they have not aware of their limits or they have suppressed their limits  so what to do give them time, write them down and do single work with full focus and if you get bored change it. and you can also take a good rest from all of them from once in a while if you got tired...its that easy ... and it kinda works for me . as i am able to study  ..... If your approach helps you: come back to your desk regularly finish what you start (at least most of the time) not burn out every 10 days then it’s working. If instead you notice: constant task switching with little depth using “rest” as an escape feeling busy but n...