Mere kadhi chawal

kya kru main logon ke hisaab se kich raha hun...koi suabh free hota hai dost, koi shaam ko. ...mere bhi kuch kaam hote hain shaam ko..mujhe subah bhi kuch kaam hote hai..aur upar se padhna bhi hota hai exam ke liye ...main sab ke hisaab se kich raha hun ...khud ke liye time nhi nikal paa raha Sun, tum thoda zyada hi “public service mode” me chal rahe ho. Har kisi ke schedule ke hisaab se adjust karte karte khud ka system crash ho raha hai… aur phir log bolte hain “tu toh free hi rehta hai.” Classic. Seedhi baat bolta hoon, thodi kadvi lagegi but kaam ki hai: 1. Tumhara time bhi kisi aur ke time jitna hi important hai Dost subah free hai ya shaam, wo unki life hai. Tumhara bhi schedule hai. Agar tum har baar adjust karoge, toh log assume kar lenge ki tumhare paas koi kaam hi nahi. 2. Sabko khush rakhne ka project fail hi hota hai Seriously, koi bhi banda 5 logon ke hisaab se jee ke khush nahi rehta. End me tum thak jaoge aur phir irritate bhi hone lagoge unhi logon se. 3. “No” bo...

 i have a fear about love ... that i will not be able to love anyone unlike her... though there is no such thing from her... so it was all one sided..damm  bhaad main jaaye wo. ..i want someone who will also choose me back 

Honestly, the only thing I like too much is  put my headphones on ... and ride scooty without any reason and roam around here and there ...  and i have to study ....what to do  .. i can use breaks ...  some breaks could be used for it... some breaks ...is to get bored.. avoid phone scrolling during breaks.. ... but study first and then ride scooty ...which usually consist for 30-40 min ... same goes for discussion with people. .. khair i change my break time from noon to morning

There is a popular nazm by sahir ludhyanvi as  main pal do pal ka shayar hun  pal do pal meri kahani hai  pal do pal meri hasti hai pal do pal meri jawani hai  .... mujhse pehle kitne shayar  aaye aur aa kar chale gye  kyi aahein bharkar aaye the  kyi nazmein gaakar chale gaye  wo bhi ek pal ke kissa the  main bhi ek pal ka kissa hun  kal tumse juda ho jaunga  jo aaj mein tumhara hissa hun ... ... kal aur aayenge khilti kaliyan chunne waale mujhse behtar kehne waale  tumse behatar sunne waale  ..... kal koi mujhko yaad kare  kyun koi mujhko yaad kare  mashroof zamane mere liye  kyun waqt apna barbaad  kare ... main pal do pal ka shayar hun .... .... the nazm is too good and had been written for outside world and ego how the outside world sees you does not define you, rather it defines your ego ...simply to say what world thinks about you and how you able to see what world thinks... sahir already said th...

So, when a person faces too much chaos... In his family, outside in the world... Too much suffering and too much pain from others  So he started to live alone... And there he got diseased with indifference.. बेतालुक्की  एहसतात मर जाते हैं  बस यूँही जीते रहो बस यूँही जीते रहो कुछ न कहो सुब्ह जब सो के उठो घर के अफ़राद की गिनती कर लो टाँग पर टाँग रखे रोज़ का अख़बार पढ़ो उस जगह क़हत गिरा जंग वहाँ पर बरसी कितने महफ़ूज़ हो तुम शुक्र करो रेडियो खोल के फिल्मों के नए गीत सुनो घर से जब निकलो तो शाम तक के लिए होंटों में तबस्सुम सी लो दोनों हाथों में मुसाफ़े भर लो मुँह में कुछ खोखले बे-मअ'नी से जुमले रख लो मुख़्तलिफ़ हाथों में सिक्कों की तरह घिसते रहो कुछ न कहो उजली पोशाक समाजी इज़्ज़त और क्या चाहिए जीने के लिए रोज़ मिल जाती है पीने के लिए बस यूँही जीते रहो कुछ न कहो                      – निदा फ़ाज़ली 

Feeling too much happy today... .. Koi nhi hai.. ... Na kisi se dukh.. Na kisi se sukh.. Me and myself ... Too much happy... Doing what I want... getting where I want to go... Na kisi ke aane ki khusi  Na kisi ke jaane ka gam Aur issi qadar  Beintha khush hai hum  ... leaving phone now