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pricking cse syllabus with chatgpt

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You handed me a page of slightly chaotic wisdom and existential academic panic. Respect. Let me clean this up into something your future self won’t hate reading. What your notes are basically saying (translated into human): 1. Teachers vs self-study Teachers can guide what to study and what to skip But they sometimes waste time or aren’t fully clear → So you can’t rely on them completely 2. Your main struggle You have too many books/resources You’re a slow reader You end up confused about what actually matters 3. Exam reality check (CSE) You don’t need to “learn stories” You need to learn how to answer questions correctly for marks Revision matters, but too much of it becomes inefficient 4. Core problem Overload → confusion → no clear direction You’re mixing everything instead of focusing 5. Key realization (this is actually the smartest part you wrote) It doesn’t matter what you could read It matters what you choose not to read 6. Final...
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Storification

Storify your studies.
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Why lonely

Human destined to be lonely .. It's our desire to get socialise...and there is nothing wrong in that ...but it won't be completed with those people who you want to fill You are unique in itself ...there is no one like you  This is the cost of being original and authentic... because you will be moulded by people opinion. You want to share with people...but people are either deaf or will shut you down for your voice ...because they don't like it  Have some people to understand you atleast...and that's the main problem...having some friends could make it little easier but let's see  Where would it be go  But all I feel , there is nothing too much that we can do to it... As free will don't exist so much Do the things that you love....it will save some heaviness.
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befriending

to make friends...is not easy. to make a good friend is difficult. to make a female friend is more difficult but to be loved by woman is more easy than befriending her. and all this is my personalised experience.
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Accepting yourself

accept that i am a slow reader... accept that it takes time accept that it's not your fault accept the past that it did as it had to be ... accept that i have flaws accept that every change take time ...slowly and eventually accept that you have to develop patience accept that somethings are not in your control as love accept that the things which are in your control takes time to be built...
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Why I suffer so much mentally

To become not what others want rather to become what I want. To break the shackles of their opinion about myself that how a person should be. Now , the person i become is what I think I should not rather what people think But why did it take my so much time ... I guess, it's not in our control... Everyone has a different story and different pace of learning... And what I have learnt in this time is way way more deeper and stronger that will surely help me in future.
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Free will

Sometimes the thought that there is nothing in our control ... somehow calms me ..there is no free will. I don't know too much about it...but I want to believe it to be somehow... That there is no free will. All we are puppets. I guess that's why people associate themselves to god so much as it somehow loses th grip of control.  Neither I am confirming it ..not I can completely disregarding it.  I guess it's does not matter so much ...that's how I think I am agnostic. Despite knowing all this , I still chose to work ... because at least it gives me peace , not the regret of wasting time and atleast i try. For somethings , my actions do matter and I do them. living your life as if your actions matter, while accepting that the bigger picture might be out of your hands.
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