Mere kadhi chawal

एक इश्क़ अधूरा छोड़ दिया, बिखरा हुआ दिल फिर तोड़ दिया। वो रही जब से दूर यादों में, हमने भी पीना छोड़ दिया। शायरी माँग रही थी लहू मेरा, मैंने भी दिल पूरा निचोड़ दिया। अब उसकी गली के क्या मायने बचे, हमने मंज़िल का रस्ता मोड़ दिया। जब से तू गई मेरे ख़्वाब लेकर, जाना, मैंने सोना छोड़ दिया। पत्थर का ज़माना हुआ बेवफ़ाई में, मैंने दिल का शीशा तोड़ दिया। अब ख़ाक ही रह गई है पास मेरे, दिल का आख़िरी पंछी भी मरोड़ दिया।                                              – शिनाख्त 

thoda phone chala liya, kuch sexual kar liya , kuch thoda kha liya.. its okay...iska guilt mat le ...hota hai  gharwale kya bolenge...suppose main padhte waqt phone dekh raha hun  as they want me to study 24 by 7  aur iss ke chakkar main guilt hota hai.. be brave ...  Be beshram...thodi gaali kha lo... And remain thoda dur apni identity apni hoti hai kisi ke opinions ki nhi  apne hisaab se kaam kro...unhe tumhare furture ki tension hain...unki koi tumse koi dushmani nhi hian...isliye unke comments ko itna serious mat lo..wo apni side rakh rahein hain ..jo ki half picture hai tumhari... tumhari full picture tum jaante ho kyunki unko agar ye dikh raha hai toh padhai bhi dikhegi ... iss guilt ke piche pura time nhi nikal dena ...its okay  isse kuch bada kharab nhi hua..na future destroy ho gya ..its okay and don't be guilted.

 You are not greater than time. You are literally nothing. hawa main mat udo ,zameen par raho. Waqt se bade nhi ho tum  Sab uparwale ki marzi hoti hai  Agar waqt pareshani deta hai, toh himmat bhi deta hai  Aur at the end sab thik ho jata hai.

har bande ko financial pressure hota hai until unless you are a rich born kid  .. thats why take a job , don't say no to a job  and apart from this ...sapna toh hai ...uska financial se kuch lena dena nhi hai dreams dont come to rich people only . and even after an age, family do support you yet they expect you yo earn and hold them  its okay..dont accept it.. it is reality of mine . but don't be too much intimidated by it. isse acknowledge karna hai, accept nhi. dhyan rkhna hai apne sapne ka .. its must not be your whole concern 

there is a constraint...i.e. power cut during night and there is no ac , lol ...only cooler ... try to get a hold of your sleep..like kuch ghante din main so jao  kuch ghnate raat main  .. raat main late tak padh lo  din main padhte raho ..bass issi trah manage ho jayega sab  and there is nothing as perfect sleep routine..you have to make it workable