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थोड़ी दुनिया देखी , थोड़ा दुनिया जहां देखा  कभी जमीन देखी कभी आसमाँ देखा  देखी  कई इमारतें इन आँखों ने  पर कभी न अपना मकान देखा   चंद लम्हों का साथ देखा  चलते हाथों में हाथ देखा  पर कभी न देखा ऐसा वक्त  हमेशा  जब सूरज और दरिया को एक साथ देखा  कुछ सवालों का जवाब देखा  कुछ सवालों का मलाल देखा  देखा परेशान होते हुए भी खुद को  पर हमेशा वक्त का कमाल देखा  अच्छा वक्त का आराम देखा  बुरे वक्त का हे राम देखा  चलता रहा मैं दरिया के किनारे  कभी न खुद को विराम देखा                                           - शिनाख्त 

sometimes i think my family failed. it just failed in its duties even to provide basic amenities like we are unable to drink fresh water. there is even less than what maybe called bare minimum. but i dont understand what is bare minimum , is it really their mistake or is it just that , are they burdened with their families as i think i am burdened with my family or why there are several families i mean a lot of , which i guess failed . whose failure is this, or is it my expectations or is it because of our contemporary times that everything feels less even though is it sufficient, is it the nature of where i live or people are ignorant or people are innocent that they never imagine such outcomes. at the end, it just feels not awkward but absurd and different. So have gratitude for even one ounce you have of anything. what we can do is just keep walking , keep doing things and accepting;  and try to change the situations with a good intent behind, in a long run. edit :  now i f...

https://anudeepdurishetty.in/on-being-consistent/ this above link of blog by Anudeep is very simple but holds immense value. There are and there will be no perfect days... remember it...and you have to manage all  lately in life, i been working, managing time and other situations with all my might. In all these juggles, i began to understand something that my teacher told me some days ago. he said that balancing the personal life and professional life is very very crucial for long term and betterment in overall parameters. even the busiest jobs has to done with balance rather than being alone in your personal life. i think that being able to balance does not mean equal weightage but actually proportional weightage. now lets talk about each and every aspect one by one  1.work as much as you can. in my life right now, it is top priority ...eventually it will change but right now its on the top, but does not mean that i dont have other things in life. work is one of the parameter...

I'm editing this blog after 2 years ...as I want to speak something more and something important to me.... The moment which engulfs my life, when I realised everyone tries to sell anything anywhere in any way and somehow created a sense of completeness in this unfinished compartment of incomplete life. The thoughts which even I consider them myself are even part of something that has been sold to me. I never get the things which have grown out of me...it's a shame.  This illusionary world always tries to award people with success when they get a false sense of completeness. खा लो ये पान मसाला और दुनिया आपकी। लगा लो इस सेंट को, पहन लो ये, अरे भाई नहीं चाहिए। The incomplete yet complete life and the complete yet incomplete life are two dimensions to be lived in. The search for purpose, love, human and emotions are locked in a box and whose keys have been lost miles away on an unknown island. The box is the brain and the keys are the heart . Things will never make sense, neither h...

Since childhood, I saw people being selfish and that could be without any reason. many a times, i even felt betrayed by people in the being of selfishness. there could be instances of loneliness arise due to these issues. i was being fearful of loneliness since a long time, but now i feel somewhat different ...it's like i began to understand loneliness. At the very fundamental level, each person is unique. each person is different in somewhat or other manner, thus it can be said that every person at the core is individualistic. it does not mean there could not be overlaps .  Imagine idea of a human as a perfect circle, we all are somewhat circular but still not the perfect circle...we share quite similar things, we overlap many things but still we dont completely cover up each other like 100 percent  thus every person has to enjoy these limited areas of coincidences, there has to some social interactions to enjoy these overlaps but it does not mean that a person or a group of ...

जितने एहसान हैं मुझ पर लोगों के, उतने तारे भी न होंगे इस आसमान में। वक़्त-बेवक़्त उन्होंने जो साथ निभाया, उसका हिसाब भी नहीं अब मेरी आन में। कभी साथ देकर, कभी साथ छोड़कर, कभी सलाह देकर, कभी डाँट बोलकर। अगर ग़ौर से पूछूं ख़ुद से कि मैं क्या हूँ — तो आता है अंदर से एक जवाब: कुछ नहीं, बस पानी का एक बुलबुला हूँ। मेरे अंदर शायद मेरा कुछ हो भी, लेकिन उस बनावट में लोगों का हाथ है। मैं किस तरह कर लूं घमंड ख़ुद पर — जो मिला है मुझे, उसमें सबका साथ है।                                                            -शिनाख्त