LUST - a love hate relationship

disclaimer: could be uncomfortable to many people , its all about masturbation. 


since childhood of many young adults , lust plays an awkward role. it presents all the time, sometimes beneath the surface , sometimes all full blown up 

1. if you are attracted to anyone, it is lust to make your copies by reproducing ...love backs you up, when you emotionally attached to that person . 

2. lust will be there. it ain't go . it could reduce with age , mean to say its intensity and frequency to jerk off would go down in your old age due to hormonal lacking. so acceptance is the way. 

3. there are many catalysts for that lust. better to call them triggers to make you jerk off. even if i don't watch porn , there is too much softcore porn in every movie, web series or even in any online or offline content .

 so where to draw the line ? 

like i can't control myself during that time? 

how could i ?

4. all this process of jerking off multiple times in a day makes me unable to do my daily work whether physically drags me or emotionally down . 

5. i am that stage of my life that i have to utilize time effectively .if i starts to search for my sexual partner for my sexual fantasies ...i will be cooked by the lens of time.

6. i have to manage myself to that thing which won't go anywhere, neither fully controlled by awareness, logic and rationality. 

7. even if i allow myself to jerk off, how could i regulate it ...its like i allow myself to jerk off as opening water tap , but in reality the cistern got full blown up. 

8. if i say i would be jerking off by the triggers that are not in my control but i would not create any trigger by myself . like i would be jerking off on movies, fantasies or anything but would not itself watch porn or any other thing by myself to jerk off. 

is that be okay? Having lust is all okay . Just know how to manage it without disturbing others. Do all in imagination but not in reality.

Imagination ko imagination tak rakh... reality ko real main jee le 

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