Loneliness and meaning as curiosity


Once a day , i asked myself and others  a question 

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Suppose if everyone dies on this planet, and only you have left...would you choose to die or would you choose to live 

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You are left ... everyone dies...even your beloved ...

And that's how I am living life this moment ...

So why to live or why not to die 

Even I once try to commit suicide...got feared by the death and it's after scenes

Then I think 

Marna toh hai hi ek din...thoda jee kar dekh lete hain kahan tak jayega ye safar

...

but it didn't motivates me 



Vanshika pov ... live atleast for your parents

But what if your parents are not meant to be as. Meaning in life 

...and now i realised why sufiyan cries a lot after his father's Parkinson's.


Live for yourself...do what makes you happy...do what you think makes you great 

..do what satisfies you. ...

Kyunki jee kar dekh lete hain kya pata maza hi aajaye...

Curiosity makes a man to live his life .

Curiosity lekar baithna nhi hai...dhundhna hai ki kya karke shayad meaning mile...aur agar nhi bhi mile toh try kar rahe hain...kaam kar rahe hain ...

Curiosity is fuel, which help in finding engine ...

Isliye jeete raho ...dhudhte raho..

Try karo

Cheezon ko banao..

Aur kaam karo..

Aur dekho kya ho raha hai..

Kya meaning mil rahi hai

Kya relationships form ho rahe hain

.aur be curious for upcoming scenes... that what will happen 

..


I and curiosity are born twins....

...

Aur iss process main kaafi life main meanings tootenge bhi, gf chali jaaye , koi aur chala jaaye, dost chale jaaye , career change and what not ..

And stand up again ...and try again to create something meaningful ...

And failed again

But remember..

dekhte hain aage kya hota hai ..be curious for upcoming scenes 

 ....

Right now my support system or meaning is dosti and family.

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