taunting me ...

 Mujhe toh aaj kal taunts mil jaate h padhai par

Apne wildest dreams main nhi socha tha aisa

....


accept that you can't do anything ...jhelo jab tak job nhi hai...

Sometimes let it out...to either friends or to paper 

waqt jawab dega mera

apne hi hain jo mujhe taunt marte hain...they love me and still taunts me 

strict boundaries banao...

thick skin develop karo 

aur jab bhi lage ki woh taunt kare...

dhyan de ki ye unka nature hai mera nahi ...

I am not what others think about me ..

Aur kaam par dhyan de...taunts toh milte rehte hain hamesha ...nayi baat thode na hai koi

Agar taunts par dhyan doge toh kaam kab karoge ...zindagi aise toh taunts main nikal jayegi ...

Aisa hota rehta hai... don't take them seriously..

Serious lena hai toh actions ko le...na ki baaton ko.


Tum taunts control nhi kar skte...apne actions se kaam kar skte ho. 

Apna kaam kro ..uss par dhyan do...taunts ka kya 

Jahan main aisa kon hai...ki jisko gum mila nhi

mera jawab mera waqt dega, aur mera kaam dega 

Waqt gawahi bharta hai mere bhai

...

i think mujhe unka validation chahiye (childhood ki wajah ) ...and thats why it hurts ..

but ab mujhe unka validation nhi chahiye.

Kisi ki validation nhi chahiye...kaam se validation milta hai..

Aur Jo bolenge taunt ab wo sun bhi lenge...


...

As dhandha nyoliwala said ...

Jin logon ke liye aapki chup kaafi ho, unke upar bolkar ya chillakar apna waqt zaya na kare

वक्त गवाही भरता है 

...

Shwetabh video on this taunts


Uncertainty and uncontrollables : you can't fucking control others opinions...you can only control your actions.

... 

Aur baat rahi logon ko badalne se 

Main nhi badal paaunga logon ko 

Wo apne aap badale toh thik h ..

Otherwise main apna raste sahi hun



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