Interest/mood

So take a comfortable seat and sit to read this article when you don't have mood to study or you are struggling with yourself regarding anything ...

what is the formula of a success ..

i would say mood...

what do you mean by mood bro ..

i mean if your mood into it, if you can pour your heart out , if you can be killed by it..and still you enjoy the process..my friend , i dont know about success but you live your life brilliantly.

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like as charles bukowski said ...find what you can love and then it kill you.

also as faiz said 

कुछ इश्क़ किया कुछ काम किया

वो लोग बहुत ख़ुश-क़िस्मत थे

जो इश्क़ को काम समझते थे

या काम से आशिक़ी करते थे

हम जीते-जी मसरूफ़ रहे

कुछ इश्क़ किया कुछ काम किया

काम इश्क़ के आड़े आता रहा

और इश्क़ से काम उलझता रहा

फिर आख़िर तंग आ कर हम ने

दोनों को अधूरा छोड़ दिया

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but then somebody asked me..this is all metaphorical , how could i implement it, and if we like something ,is it not possible that we can not be tired by it .. even if we like sometimes we have no mood ...we love our creative side but we have to earn money to survive in world financially ...is it possible to love a girl and balance everything at a same time...what if i don't look good, my physical insecurity...but it will take a lot of time then ...exam is a race of knowledge against time...

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now i will answer all of it one by one ..

don't think about girls, marriage for sometime ...since you don't dating any woman right now ..don;t assume anything about them..as there are two options..either you find a good one and hurray, or if you don't find a good one and shittt..but for this your time will be consumed,, so right now it is better to build something of your career as you are creating your career..

काम से आशिकी करो, या इश्क को काम समझो ... काम पूरा करो ,जैसा फ़ैज़ ने कहा अधूरा मत छोड़ो ... never leave it incomplete whatever it is ...

now somebody says can't you be tired or no mood without anything..

i would say there is a difference between tired and no mood...if you are tired , take a rest, but if there is no mood..either you are ignorant or you don't want it honestly..

so what about mood wrt upsc cse ..long race marathon..no mood sometimes..if you want it honesty ..you have to find the wayshow you love the process..and it can be done via \

take inteerest in history..what were the mistakes..what could be lesson to be learned 

geography..where thre place is, amd why does it matter ..what it benefits to us..how it could be important..

polity..as an aware citizen...you shpould be know about the rules of a country you live in...

governance , ethics , agriculture...etc.ask questions to check your interests ...if you can't ask you are in middle. and if your answers are no..please be out of it...

now time..time is not a linear fashion ...so please stay out of it..as simply said..if you chase hours...you will lose the days..as don't lose your notes in matter of coins..

yeah you can make yourself accountable ..thats a good thing but obsessing over it is a ridiuculous idea..thats why as much you as you enjoy your work..it okay to not think about time..

and same goies with creative side..many people abandon creative side just to earn money...why not earn money with that creative side...and i am not saying here to be an artist ..all i am saying is do what you love. you could earn less but you will more happy and who knows what will shine in the future...

fear of losing people as not loving woman romantically...your insecurities..and what not...these all are assumotions...love will find you when you stop searching for it..thats why be original works..

but bro i am so poor, not good clothes and many thing...bro low people judge you on your looks but the people you truly wants will judge you on your inner things...and what is the benefit of someone who starts to hate you as time passes because you can't remain same with time.

also, someone says that all i like is doom scrolling, laid back, eating and sleeping..no bro these are all your ways of escape... nobody likes them and you don't have to fight them , you have to understand them ..and realise that how good it feels when you do what you love. if you like these ways of escape, try to consciously over do them...you can't. as sleep is lucrative till the deadline...once deadline ends..it feels off.

so at the end , find what you love and then be engaged in it without any further thought. don't look for hours, take rest, whenever you get tired and be happy at the utimate.