vulnerability part 2 ...below poem explanation

Truth number one: nobody willfuly ignores. Everyone is so fucked up in their own lives that they are unable to present all the time to you. And this same applies to me. Everyone is struggling in their own web, but that does not mean that bad people or selfish people don't exist. They do. Some people such as, you know, exist.

Truth number two: since you can't share to everyone everything, or not to people, since you know their dark side of behavior. so, take a stand, and if no confidence to that person, then don't share it. Find people of such caliber that you can, to whom you can believe it, to whom you can... to whom you have confidence, then share it. And it's not imperative to share to all people about what you feel. That's not a smart thing because they don't care. Nobody cares that much. Some people care. Yeah.

Truth number three: everyone is alone at the end. If you could do it alone, you do. If you don't, nobody will came to help. Either you have to do it alone or leave it. Since you can't leave it, so you have to do it alone. And yes, it's not gonna easy in that slide.

Truth number four: life has priorities. Right now my priority is CSE. Everything above from it is okay-okay. Not too much, not too great. CSE is my top priority right now, but I can be a little bit healthy, a little bit okay with my hairs, a little bit many things. It's all side characters. Main thing is CSE. All my effort and focus is on this.

And then the last couplet:

यहाँ कोई हमेशा साथ नहीं रह पाता, 

तो अकेले चल सको तो चलो.

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