DEATH .

"The beauty lies in the eyes of the behold" and the death can only be explained by the dead... but the only problem that persists is that the dead never speak (only in my dreams) ... so how could death explained by a living person? well, this question is simple yet beautiful ( simple things are always beautiful). this question is not only bothering me but it already puzzled many people in the past. so let's take a jump in the pool of thoughts and try to address this issue as an attempt to tangle it( untangling is not my cup of tea )

firstly, what is death ?

in many ways, people explain death as loss of person, loss of consciousness, loss of morals, loss of values, loss of reasoning or loss of something. so by that meaning, it can be inferred that death is loss. it always has a negative connotation. it is linked with negative aspects of events in one's life. since death deals with negativity, we can simply say it is bad, evil, chaotic and related to all the other bad things or maybe worst things.

so in understanding death, we have to understand what is life, and what we mean by being alive?

if we already explained death as a negative one then life must be opposite of it since one can be alive or dead at a time or remain in the state so.

but NO...it is not like that. One can be alive and dead at the same moment that is what we mean by focus. at the time of focus one is alive for its target and dead for other factors.

so it means life is not the opposite of death ... AS life is not always positive and even sometimes death is not negative ( sometimes death is kindness).

thus life and death are not opposite but rather interdependent and complementary to each other. one who is born must die 

so a definition of death can't be expressed by a living person normatively but scientifically it can be answered as the death of a person is the non-working of the human organs .

now that interesting one , means death is related to work or I think so ?

it could be said with the phenomenology of the various people that being at work is the only way of being alive. there is no rest in this world. rest causes death . that's perhaps the reason why it is said to rest in peace not work in peace.

well .. since we come to know one aspect of life and death which is work (only scientifically).. so now work if you want to be alive 

what is my death ?

I think a lot... well I overthink ...huge difference between the two... but anyway when I think about my death ... the thing that surrounds me is what will happen to my thoughts ... what will happen to my mind ...which is the constant state of problems ...

I concluded that it would stop its function and rest...it means whatever I thought right or wrong...good or bad... true or false...nothing will ever matter ....the only thing that matters is my deeds ...whatever I have done to anyone, whatever my relations to anyone, whatever I promise to anyone will matter. thus if something matters is my work towards myself or somewhat others.

now I will drink some water ... as writing needs fluidity

POST DEATH EXPERIENCES...OR WHAT I SUPPOSE 

some people will cry, some will remember me and that I existed on this planet, some will ignore and some will even forget my identity 

but if I create something that could be used by people as mine work they will at least remember me and I guess that is the essence of the human will to be remembered ...

what is the message then ...after these whole fucking paragraphs..

it is that if your thoughts puzzle you or your mind is always in the state of crafting new problems ...just remember you will be dead soon with your thoughts...these thoughts only belong to you not you...the only thing matters is what you do in your life...what beautiful thing you create.

SO WHAT ABOUT THAT DEATH with which I started writing

death can be only explained by the dead as the beauty lies in the eyes of behold.... we never know ...that's the beauty of life or so-called death.