why i wasted so much time ?

 the title itself is very clear and i generally overthink on it , but at some time i answer it in my own words in my previous posts

but i will give some responses 

khud ko sambhalna sikha 

abhi nhi dikhega yeh sab baatein but khud ko emotionally balanced banaya ...ye sab baatein zindagi main late kaam ayengei 

kuch mentally tough exams le rahi thi life .

1st one 

4. time : don't count time. don't measure it how many days it took me, why it took me more days or months or years . it quite subjective, its your pace of learning , understanding  and maturity. let go of past and comparisons with others. allow yourself to exist as you are and then try to do things as you want to. its okay to take such time. GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME . everything happens on a time which you sometimes can't control. you just have to wait patiently.

2nd one 

क्या ख़ूब वक़्त बिगाड़ा है,

ख़ुद को जो इस तरह सँवारा है।

3rd one 

learning takes time. this was my teacher's words but as we live in instagram life , there is no level of patience. even critical thinking develops not in one night. things take time to be built for long term. one day success not longs for too much time.

even people while this time taken to build even people while this time taken to build themselves blame past for it but we need to understand that past actually makes you , it shapes you, the failures , the past mistakes are actually the learning tools of life that over a period of time builds resilience. if you learn from mistakes of even a decade, its totally worth it to you not others since it is your life , and you have your own pace. the race between rabbit and turtle win by both , difference is of just time, temporal change .both win a race in different time and in different universe at different speed. have a sense of self belief always. make yourself a priority

4th one 

this one is my favourite from dear zindagi 

don't allow your past to ruin the present which is important for your bright future...because future is what do you do with the present.

5th one 

It is a too much psychological paced exam.

Either one has to be born with these things as stoic or one has to learn this mental toughness...I am the later one...I will acquire this mental toughness...and that's why I need emotional balance.